Like I said before, it was just for fun and I don't think it affected me much as it was just hisap kosong.
Then, I went to Matrix. Here was the on-off phase of smoking. No stock no smoke. Got stock , you are a smoker. Level of nicotine : 33%.
Then I went to University. I smoked a lot. A pack for 4 days. Please don't blame me.
Since, I joined university football team, I started to reduce my dependency on nicotine. I managed to reduce it day to day. But there were times when you really need it.
Naluri Ibu kan? There were a few occasions that I was caught for being a smoker. Indirectly. I never smoke in front of them. You should respect them . Every time I need it, I will ride a motorcycle to the nearby railways station and had it there.
And of course, even I was caught indirectly, they never miss giving lectures asking me to stop. They always said, why burn your money on stupid things? I never admit nor argue. Just keep myself silence until they stopped.
And now, I have been working for almost three years now. I gain money on my own, I bought cigarette using my own money. They never ask or raise anything regarding me being a smoker but still I never had it in front of them. I won't and never forever.
Damn ah, 3.15 AM already. Nak tidur. Pendekkan.
It's been a month since the last time I smoked. No matter how hard I need it, I won't touch it again. For my future health, future wife, future kids, future life-after.
5 years ago. Me, 1st from the left.