04 December 2016

HR. Muslim (no. 2654)

I talked with Dayat on how we see one of the guy in our office that has been changing a lot.

He didn't pray before, but he's very good with client. Very committed to work , 12 hours his phone rang. Everyone was looking for him. At the end of the day, he wasn't promoted while almost half of his batch were promoted to higher position.

But that didn't change him.  He kept doing what he was been doing. He stayed the same as he used to. 

Months later, we noticed him going to our surau. He did his pray earlier  than us. He wore kain sarung every time he solat. We could see how different he was.

He was then did better than any of us. We used to see him stay at the surau. He just sat there pensively.

I said to Dayat, I'm not good at this. I'm not very good servant either. I did sin everyday. Every single day. But HE keep every heart so close, so close yet so easy if he want to change it. Now i think his place is higher than us.  

We have been trying everyday to be a bettear saliq, day to day. Even sometimes we lost the battle. 

“And never let Satan avert you. Indeed, he is to you a clear enemy.”

a)   I believe in how surrounding could help us change. Keep us istiqamah. 
b)  Cause when you double your effort to find god , Satan also double his effort to avert us.
c) Don't think you're good. Don't think you did enough.

Susah sebenarnya nak masuk syurga.

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