Violence thought

Yesterday 

I sensed something bad was about to happen. I put the mirror on the small shelf. I noticed it was not stable and might fall and broke. But my move to change the position of the mirror was being stopped by some sort of "biarlah" thought.

I walked out , heading to the car then I heard the expected sound.

"PRANG".

I went back in. I saw the mirror already on the floor. Broken. Later. I will clean it later. I shut the door. Drove all the way to the office like nothing happened


I went back from Pasar Malam. At the Pasar Malam I saw one chinese guy selling 1 set DVD of Walking dead tv series at RM32. After asking a few questions. I bought it.

I put the laptop on the small chair. Watching the first episode of the third season.

Then , my eyes were so heavy to continue watching it. I decided to go bed early. It was Macnchester Derby at 3AM. I set the alarm at 2.30 AM.

I look at the position of the laptop. Not stable and might fall off if I "mengigau " nanti. The chair was just beside my bed.

But my intention to put it down on the floor once again being stopped by the same f***** "biarlah" thought.


"Praap.."

I woke up from a deep sleep after hearing the sound. It was the laptop. Fell on the floor. I watched my phone to see what time it was. My phone was dead. I turned it on.

It was already 4.17. Damn it.

I just missed the firs half of the game. Manchester Derby.

And then the same thought came again.

"BIARLAH". I went back to sleep. I woke up at 6.40 AM.


What the hell is happening?